yup, I need to focus now..pray for me


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Hello, how are you?
you know that sometimes, a little talk, message or even some question and new things could make a great effect to your daily life?
maybe I'm really bored, with everything I have and do...so I try not to do many things I used to do, and it feels...strange...hau..
well, anyway, I've finish my jobs, and this June 15th I'm going to other city to have some training in Manga draw, I'm gonna be drawing teacher somehow -_-'

what about my dream studio?? well, live is an adventure, don't know what you'll find or what will that road leads you into, but we can predict, yeah only predict n hope

but I'm so glad that I've finish my job ^_^ (well, actually there's still one job right now...but still waiting for the client further respond) huhuhuhu....
I'd like to thanks to those people who talk to me normally and somehow it cheer me up, and I go to party with my old friends (yay! to freelance, no need to work in office)
I do Kendo again, and it's really fun to hit other people with that big stick!
ahahahahahahahah kidding

it's just fun to do many things, connect with other people, especially if you know something behind that daily activity so...guess I'm gonna take my time, and have some rest, and make a new concept for my art, like my bestfriend and his girlfriend does...

TAKE A LOOK AND YOU'LL BE AMAZED...DON'T JUST FAVE, COMMENT!! IT WILL IMPROVE YOURSELF AND OTHERS...

but, uh wow....a thousands deviations...guess I really need some times...
"And life is a road, I want to keep going, love is a river I want to keep flowing on..." ~Anastasia


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I'm listening to this music while working tonight >,<
and my friends come and have a little chat with yahoo...well, we talked about many things, and again, the things comes up to the surface... why do people think that I'm perfect?
hau..it really desperate for me, since IF I'm perfect...what it means if I make some mistake, yup it's hell for me...

they will whispering and ground me down as if I'm the one at fault, that I couldn't fullfill their expectation..
we are nothing but a small human, we just do our best and try to live without regret, and that's what I'm doing right now..but now everything seems tire me somehow, I'm scared within many choices, and yet I've never share or ask many people, but today I really ask for help! and I'm proud of this, it means I'm still human yay!
but still I hope I could finish everything by myself...ahahahahaha >,< ugh, checking email and facebook to keep updating about my friends, they're funny, it keeps me smile everyday, fiuw...thx guys ^_^

okay, now lets see...I haven't update my deviant since I haven't do much work in art, I basically doing business and creating web for now (simple one) and some new artwork will be coming for my friends website, huhu I'm so exciting to do work for a friend, it feels a lot better, knowing your work in someone you know n trust
but still I want to shut that phone off >,< just silent n pretend not to hear anything


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I rarely check my deviant...
but I do more active in facebook lately, there are so many old friends I could see..

it's been a while but it seems like I haven't finish anything...
and another "things" are happening, hauhauhauhau...but yeah, its fun, knowing that you could stand higher and higher..
I'm working on some Event Organizer company to make their website, not much but fun
and I still do a little digital painting, but I forget to draw new thing -_-'

I didn't go to Europe this May, and my father ask me to go with this family for a trip with some "star cruise" in singapore...but I want Europe actually...
guess I'll get my own money soon and take myself there

World of dust is already finish, and I still work on the artwork...I don't know why it's hard to crate a painting right now..
the Winter morning....it's really hard to get the beautiful color like the original -_-'
here check this [link] for the original work

and guess what.. I got the best package I ever had XD I'm so happy and it came from one of my bestfriend and
I couldn't stop excited that day hihihhi...I'm still a little excited till today ^_^
I have found what Indonesian thing to send to both of you...it's just..hard to get in my city and I'm still on searching for a good one

hau...but yesterday I found something...I could solve anything in my life without any help -_-' and now I'm wondering if this is something good or not...


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Hi,
I will be busy after this Thursday, and I will store many of my art, and I'll focus in drawing and some traditional artwork right now, I'll have to do photograph as work (much more in photo editing) and like I said before, I'll make the animation, and "The Dust" will be the first one I make

due to that I'll make and submit some new artwork with some new style (which I discuss right now...uhm I'll need more paper XD ) related with "The Dust"

I should move to Padang as soon as possible, like my father said, but I had so many thing in Bandung too. and what if my mom come back to Bandung? and my brother live alone with his dog, Milky (I'll miss them so much)... and my friend, they're in Bandung, my bike?? (should I bring them to Padang >,< ) uhu....confuse

I had to prepare and do many things in small time, fiuh, I really need some rest...and I have to repair my bike again T_T and internet so slow, why should we pay for this lie (it never work fast in normal hour, and it always cut the dial-up connection to the internet)

so long my freedom, so long past, so long...uhm..what else?? XD *darn...I should stop complaining and do my work* ....and I'll bring my shinai (a bamboo blade) and do kendo by myself >,< (no ken-dojo in Padang) <--- even the people in my kendo place annoying, somehow it became part of my life -_-' *just the kendo I guess*
and.. ouw, Dexter, I'll take city pictures before I go from Bandung and send you and Topinka some surprise


current activity:
- searching items and price list for my father
- painting a photograph Winter morning by here is the [link]
- make my room in painting mode inspired by and
- redesign the world of Dust
- touching 3D software again ---> 3Dsmax and Blender (hmm...what is the tools again?)
- making portfolio again, and preparing "what is studio means"


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